منتديات ليلاس

love ... i guess
could never happen to me .

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thats what i told my self once ..
but i always knew thats a lie i cant keep.

...
even if i cage myself ...
keep a distance from all my feelings
or anything that can trigger them
i cant keep my heart closed forever

...

running from love is impossible.

----- first time ----
she is as all other girls..
i saw her the first time..
and that all i thought.

---- new feeling--- tickle's my heart ?.
but i felt strange happeness
kinda cold cloud passed through me
and i could not keep my self
from smiling, blushing ? , no - i never blush !

---- is that love ? ----
i talked to her
she smiled , then she seemed
more pretty..than the normal girl in my mind
i felt happy , yet again.
i felt alive ...

---- more about love.. ----
"strange world i am in
i cant but think about her
am i going to see her again?
will she smile?"

why i am thinking that ?
why now ?.

---Fear ---
i felt fear...
not to able to see her again
hear her voice

----i love you ---
i saw her once again
she said, i think i love you
i know thats strange...
please dont think i am insane ^__^

--- we can be both insane ---
i smiled...i want to say
i love you more
you gave me the reason...
to tell,but you had more courage .
we can both be insane.

---- truth told dream ---
she love me...
i know this is not a dream.
but is this part of love?...
i think i am in a dream..

-----missing parts---
those are missing parts..
might be told later or not..
---

---- Burned ---
i love her
Melanie
but i got burned by ten.
Melanie other identity is ten.

----Dana---
dana brought me back
to reality..
she is a future love...

---once burned ---
i look at Melanie
far from a corner.
removed my mask...
Ten...by you
i once got burned..
by love...

...all done..
i know i kno !... lots of typo's and mistakes..
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